Another unimaginable disaster has struck!
Nations continue to provoke wars against each other, and within the backdrop of war, people are experiencing their own joys and sorrows.
This kind of war makes people realize that the world is really facing destruction.
At this time, only I am very calm. Because this kind of war, this kind of ending, has long been prophesied, but people just don't believe that such things will happen.
Zhang Xiaobei It is relatively safe to stay inside, the environment inside is ten times better than outside. There is always a danger to life outside, and you never know how the grim reaper will come to you.
I have to take care of myself, protect myself, and give him more help in his thoughts and spirits. This is what I should and must do.
My greatest achievement in these years is to save the people around me. Perhaps I have not yet fully cultivated into a true saint, but I am running hard on this path.
Every time I visit him, the person he mentions the most is Huang (Jun Zheng). He says that Jun Zheng is the simplest, most persistent, and most positive friend he has ever met. Good people will have blessings, won't they? I told him it's not certain.
He asked me to help Jun Zheng and hoped that he could also follow me to become a disciple of Jesus. He wished for a lifetime of joy, peace, and health, free from illness and suffering. He is worried about his life, as he could sacrifice it at any time in the war. In order to fulfill his wish, I went to find Jun Zheng again. We had a meaningful conversation once before. This conversation ended in failure.
He said he is the embodiment of justice, swearing to defend the dignity of the country to the death, and absolutely not allowing other countries to occupy their own land. He wants to be a national hero, not a traitor. Jun Zheng only believes in the power of the military, the duty of soldiers, which in his eyes is above all else. He is not wrong, he believes that his contribution is far greater than the empty words we speak, and he wants to prove that what he thinks and says is correct.
But when the war broke out, France fell in a very short time! It was not saved by these passionate and ambitious young people. How can this be explained? History is a mirror, but why do these things happen? Some people have been seeking all their lives, but have not found, and have not understood.
Jun Zheng made a heroic sacrifice on the battlefield. His passionate blood was spilled on this land, and in the hearts of those who loved him.
Zhang Xiaobei is deeply saddened, and the dream he once had vividly reappears in his mind, as if it had just happened yesterday. The end of the world in the dream is not like reality; everything in the dream is beautiful, at least continuing his lineage. But when the war truly arrives, and the world faces destruction, everything seems so pale and powerless.
Zhang Xiaobei's understanding has reached a higher level. If it weren't for me (Liu Ying), how much pain would he be living in?
Now, he can't be said to be living very clearly, but at least there aren't as many worries, and there's nothing that he can't figure out.
As a woman, life outside is so difficult! But I am not afraid of any environment, all hope is in the beautiful waiting.
What I didn't expect is that Mrs. Marina found me. She wants to follow me, she is willing to entrust the remaining time to me, and she is willing to pursue the truth with me.
Her "Yi Hao Apartment" was not able to be retained and was seized by Germany soldiers. This did not originally belong to him, and it seems that The Jan family was unable to prevent this from happening, so they could only helplessly bid farewell. The place has become a mess, no longer the hostel it used to be, but transformed into a place of sexual interest for men and women. It's really regrettable.
Mrs. Marina stepped in and tied herself to me, and from then on, the two of us women depended on each other. Perhaps this is the way Father God has opened up for me, rescuing me from my current predicament. When I needed help the most, Mrs. Marina supported my financial foundation, shouldering all my living expenses without reservation, so that I could focus on helping her study and grow, and become a happy person.
We get along very well, just like sisters.
The war affects all of us, including Charles's police station.
In order to preserve the place where he had worked for most of his life, Charles fought a difficult battle. He was not only fighting for himself, but also for the many prisoners here who should not be taken advantage of by the Germans. His actions were also a defense of the dignity of the nation, a final effort. In ten years' time, he would use ten years to exchange for his freedom and cleanse himself of his sins. It's better for the people inside, but it's hard for the people outside. During this painful wait, Mrs. Marina and I adopted some orphans. They were all children who had lost their parents in the war. Our days were very difficult, but everyone was happy.
The children were also very sensible, and we would gather together to collect scrap materials, making a living by selling the items we collected.
The happiest time of the day is at night, because it is my own time. When we gather to study the word of God, our hearts are filled with strength and warmth, and we feel that living is a beautiful beginning.
However, Mrs. Marina's health is getting worse. She has given us so many smiles. She often says, "Thank you for coming into my life and giving me a different life in my old age." Whenever I hear her say this, my heart fills with tears. If it weren't for her help, I wonder what would have become of me. My life would have been endlessly dark. I pray to God, let the eternal light shine on Mrs. Marina, keep her, and never let her grow old.
She left us happily and peacefully, she left with joy and happiness...
Suddenly I asked myself, what kind of life is considered complete? Has Mrs. Marina's life been complete? Has Jun Zheng's life been complete? Has Shaw DeBang's life been complete? How can I ensure that my children will not suffer in the future? It seems like I have trapped myself in a cycle again, as if everyone has to go through this cycle, and no one can replace anyone.
I have led myself into a dead end. What exactly am I pursuing in this lifetime? I know that everyone faces difficult circumstances, but truly overcoming these hardships depends on oneself. First and foremost, we must be a wise person. I admit that I am not yet wise enough, so I have always longed to become a wise person.
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