I think if this world cannot accommodate me and doesn't want me to be well, then it must be everyone's time to die. When the real death comes, no one can escape, and then my heart will be at peace.
I have no relatives, the old lady who treated me like family, Elder Yu, Jonas, have all left me. If it weren't for the dream of Marco in my heart, maybe I would have left this world long ago. Sometimes I really envy them, they don't know anything, enjoying their happiness in a paradise world! What kind of place is that, it should be free of sorrow, compared to the moment of death, it is happiness!
I often think of the beautiful and lovely Miss Lisa. Whoever can marry her will definitely be happy for the rest of their life. Unfortunately, I am not fated for that, not even the chance to see her again. But I have no regrets. She once showed me the beauty of the world and gave me great hope.
Huang, also known as Jun Zheng, is also a close friend in my life. However, we had misunderstandings and differences later on, which is quite normal. I was too eager for success and placed too much importance on fame and wealth, while he was the opposite. We may have countless disagreements on the surface, but deep down, we still silently miss each other.
On the day of the apocalypse, as the virus rages, preventing me from living, you all will die. I cannot perish with you. So, as you all witnessed, people fell one by one, but I remained unscathed! Everything is happening just as I wished. None of you expected that I possessed this supernatural ability. I am the ruler of this world, the hero, the true winner.
Huang is dead. Even such a righteous person couldn't escape this disaster. They say the virus targets those with deep sins, but it seems that's not the case. It shows no mercy, killing anyone in its path. I wanted to save him, but I was too late. I managed to save his son! I have a good connection with this kid. What's meant to happen will happen, and what's not meant to be will not be.
This war of humanity, if I can win, I will claim him as my godson, and let his father feel guilty under six feet under for the rest of his life. He hates me without reason, and he wants to be grateful but has lost the chance, which is really pathetic. If a person lives to this point, it is really a failure. At least I will think so. He never understood who truly treated him well until he died.
What makes me feel schadenfreude is The Jan family they are in need of me. Zhangjian said he is willing to give me everything he has, as long as I can save his life. I can tell him to do anything, and he will obey, just hoping I can save his life!
I can't save him. At this moment, I finally understand the feeling of being above everyone else. It's so majestic, so grandiose, and so full of bold words! Even these powerful nobles, they are nothing in the face of death! How much is power worth at this moment? It's worthless, just a pile of scrap iron! Yes, money can't buy life and death. Many people trade their lives for money, and I am one of them.
Now, it's not fate controlling me, but me controlling fate. Truly reaching the peak, the feeling is just like that, meaningless. On the contrary, this process is more nostalgic...
When I see my compatriots falling one by one, going crazy and insane, it feels like the end of the world! The prophecy in the Bible is about to come true. Every word He says is fulfilled. At this critical moment, I seem to understand a bit, understand the meaning and value of this human manual full of wisdom. I am truly insignificant.
I have also become a strong man. My strength is so great that I can destroy a house with just one hand. I can instantly grow taller and instantly shrink, tall enough to control the clouds and rain, and short enough to be like a little ant underground. It's really satisfying! It seems that I didn't get to participate in the creation, but I caught up with the destruction of the world. It's not in vain.
I don't know why, but today I feel particularly relaxed, as if everything I have wished for has come true in this moment. There is someone I have always been concerned about and unable to let go of, and that is Betty. At this moment, I really want to see her, I want to save her, I want to know what she has been through in the years when I was not by her side, and why I always feel like she is not doing well. I feel very sorry for her.
Using my special abilities, I have searched all over the world with my godson, crossing mountains and rivers, but have not found any trace of her. How could she have disappeared from the face of the earth? My godson told me that perhaps she didn't wait for this disaster to come, and has already passed away...
Suddenly, my heart ached, and I imagined the various life situations she faced after I left her. She had to take care of her stepmother and her young, naive brothers and sisters, enduring hardships a hundred times greater than mine. But she persisted, endured, until the moment of her death. She was the truly great woman, worthy of my respect.
I even wondered why she never came to find me. Was it because she had no lingering feelings for me, or because she never loved me, or perhaps her heart was filled with resentment towards me! There must be some possibility, but whatever it is, it's the result I am willing to accept...
This dream is a bit long, it was the most glorious moment of my life! Although he did not let me experience all this in reality, he satisfied my curiosity in this way!
I am not the cunning and greedy Zhang Xiaobei in your eyes, who killed the old woman for money. I am someone who uses my own difficult experiences to warn and tell you a story, a lesson! This story is the one you are hearing, and the lesson is what I should do when I understand it.
My godson kicked me right in the forehead, dead center. He started laughing foolishly, "Godfather, you also blink, you also get scared! Aren't you the most superior being in the world? Are you just boasting!"
Then he suddenly changed his tone, "I hate you! You didn't save my father, you could have saved him. I'd rather die than him! I'll kick you, I'll kick you to death! I'll hit you, I'll hit you to death! You selfish villain!" My head was throbbing, and sweat kept dripping from my forehead. "Stop, please stop, you mischievous little rascal! You're making me dizzy!"
Just like that, I suddenly woke up! As I calmed down, I realized that all of this had just happened in a dream. I had only been dreaming...
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