"If you don't show up, then don't show up. I can handle this on my own. What's so great about it! The Earth will still turn without you!
I'm holding back this anger in my heart, feeling like a clown, being played by others."
It's difficult for me to accomplish this alone. How much can I take away from her house? I know where her cash is and where her most valuable things are! Let's do it! Do I really have to do this?
I unconsciously and hesitantly walked to the downstairs of the old woman's place. I might as well go up and take a look, see if she's there. At this time, people should be taking a nap and won't pay too much attention to me!
I went upstairs and knocked on her door! No one came to open the door for a long time!
Just as I was about to leave, I saw the latch on the door handle move, and I knew there must be someone inside the room.
I went back to continue knocking on her door!
The door was pushed open a crack again, and I knew she was squinting her eyes to look outside from inside the room!
"It's me! I've brought something new again!"
"Why have you been coming so frequently lately! If it's not something valuable, take it back. Stop beating around the bush. Your repayment date has arrived, the interest should be settled with me!"
"Let me in first, I was just about to talk to you about this matter!"
"My right eyelid has been twitching a lot today, I feel really unwell. Come back next time! And remember to quickly pay me the interest!"
She casually closed the door! I was stuck outside the door!
My anger surged up again. I forcefully held back my fury, really wanting to kick her door a few times!
She won't let me in, and won't even ask what I'm here for! If I had all my tools with me, I could break in without needing you to open the door. What an ungrateful person!
When I turned to leave, I saw a worn-out chair in the hallway outside her door, it looked like it belonged to the neighbor next door.
Under the chair was a sharp axe, glinting in the sunlight so bright it hurt my eyes! In an instant, a terrible thought flashed through my mind - I could use that axe to deal with her, take what I needed, and be done with it... I stood there motionless, feeling an urge to pick up the sharp axe and rush into her house, to bring her down with one blow! But why was I hesitating? A voice inside me asked, "Do I really want to do this? Do I want to act without considering the consequences?"
My outstretched hand retracted, and I heard the sound of someone coming back downstairs. They started climbing the stairs, and I quickly came to my senses and hurried downstairs!
I don't even know how I made it back home. It seemed like there was no one around the whole way, and I didn't see anyone. I just arrived home...
At this point, I became even more restless! If I really pick up that axe and chop it down, who would know that I did it!
Even Shaw DeBang would be surprised, he couldn't possibly suspect me! That means only I would know about this, and there wouldn't be a second person who knows.
This is a very good way to do it!
It's as if I've been cursed. The more I think about this, the more my blood boils. My heart, my entire sentient body, is compelling me to do it! After doing it, I will achieve victory!
In the evening, I deliberately went to Taliesin's room to take a look at my poor beauty.
She was still carefree, without any change in her appearance! Except for being unreasonable and saying some irrelevant crazy things to me. She seemed to know that I was about to do something big, inexplicably laughing at me endlessly, as if she was congratulating me in advance. My heart instantly felt much more at ease.
Okay, I've made up my mind, let's do it this way!
Instead of choosing a day, it's better to just go for it tomorrow! I've been thinking back and forth, imagining all the details from start to finish. That's about it, if there are any unexpected situations, I'll have to rely on myself to adapt and respond.
"Oh God, please bless me with peace and smoothness, considering that I rarely ask for your help!"
I always think of the priest when I do bad things, but I don't know that the priest shelters those who are kind and loving.
God is love, but how could I have possibly understood this truth at that time? Under the preaching of Shaw DeBang, I have become an unforgivable devil! My sins weigh heavily on my conscience!
The next day, I changed into casual clothes, dressing very ordinary. Cropped pants, a large suit jacket, topped with a duckbill cap, and wearing a pair of black boots, guaranteed that no one would recognize me as Zhang Xiaobei.
old woman, most of the people living in this building are working-class, so I chose to come at two o'clock in the afternoon when there are not many people on the floors.
I quietly arrived at old woman's building, took a moment to gather myself, took a puff of a cigarette, and then lightly went upstairs.
When I arrived at her doorstep, passing by the neighboring room, I saw that shiny, sharp white axe under the broken chair again. I noticed that there was no one next door, so I slowly bent down, picked up the axe, and quickly tucked it into the pocket of my oversized coat.
With the axe facing down and the handle up, my other hand conveniently slipped into the pocket to grip the handle, making it easy to draw the axe out and swing it! That's why I'm wearing this coat!
I arrived at the door of the old woman and, as usual, knocked on her door, only much more gently than usual.
At first, no one answered the door, but I knew she was inside. At this time, she wouldn't go out! Her caution couldn't even save her life!
After a period of silence, I saw the latch on the door handle move a few times, indicating that he was still standing behind the door, peeping at the incoming visitors outside.
This time, she didn't first open a small crack in the door to reveal a sinister eye to talk to you, but instead opened the door directly.
"Are you here to pay me the interest? If you have other business, I don't want to see you! You are really shameless. I have given you a week's grace already! Are you not planning to redeem this thing? But I am guaranteed not to lose, the one who will suffer the loss is you!
Let's make things clear today! How do we resolve this? I don't want to see you again! I hate people who don't keep their word!"
"At least you have to let me in before you say that, you can't just block me outside the door! I also brought other treasures, you will definitely like them!"
The old woman gave me an unfriendly look and glared at me for about a minute, reluctantly making way, and only then was I able to enter the room!
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