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I don't really understand why Huang Yu and I can't face the hardships together.
Or is it that from the very beginning, our choices were wrong?
Huang Yu, Huang Yu, where are you?
I pressed my hand against my chest, gasping for air.
I'm about to die, do you know that?
I sat alone in the mansion until night fell and the bright moon rose.
"Princess, it's time to go back."
"Steward, do you think I've made a mistake?" I asked, rubbing my aching chest.
"Princess, you haven't done anything wrong," the steward shook his head and said softly.
"If I haven't done anything wrong, then why have Huang Yu and I ended up like this?"
A bitter smile crept onto my lips.
"Princess, Old Servant believes that you and Consort should never have been together from the start," the steward sighed and said.
"Your feelings for Consort are so deep that you've both overlooked each other's feelings."
"The Old Servant has always believed that the Consort is a responsible man, yet he has failed to protect you."
"The Old Servant thinks you should have your own life, rather than being constantly confined by the Consort."
"Perhaps the Old Servant's words are a bit harsh, but I still want to say that you should consider your own future instead of merely accommodating the Consort."
The butler's words plunged me into deep thought.
He was right; I had been considering Huang Yu all along, but I had overlooked the fact that I am an independent individual.
I do not need to live for Huang Yu.
I should also have my own life.
"Thank you, Butler."
"Princess, this is what the Old Servant should do."
"You may leave now; I want to be alone for a while." I waved my hand at the butler.
"Yes, Princess."
After the butler left, I finally lost control of my emotions, and tears streamed down my face uncontrollably.
I do not want to die.
I want to live.
I want to see Huang Yu.
I want to walk the rest of the road with Huang Yu.
But I know that all of this is impossible now.
I am dying.
Huang Yu, I want to see you one last time.
Just as I was sinking into despair, Xiao Ling brought over a letter.
It was sent by someone from my mother’s side.
I took a deep breath, trying to calm my emotions before opening the letter.
"Yun'er, your mother has heard that you and Huang Yu have parted ways. Although she does not know what happened between you, she is comforted that your choice is the right one."
"Yun'er, your mother has always believed that you are a smart child. You know what you want, and you also know what you should do."
"Yun'er, no matter what decision you make, your mother will support you. She will always be your pillar of strength."
"Yun'er, the silver I received from you has been saved for you."
After reading my mother's letter, I could no longer hold back my tears, and they streamed down my face.
"Mother," I murmured.
"Princess, what's wrong?" Xiao Ling asked nervously.
"I'm fine," I said, wiping away my tears and forcing a smile at Xiao Ling. "You should go rest."
"Yes, Princess." Xiao Ling nodded and left the room.
I walked to the window and pushed it open, letting the cold wind rush in.
Mother, I'm not sad at all; I truly am not sad.
I'm just unwilling to accept it.
Mother, I want to live.
For my mother, I began to actively cooperate with the treatment and focused on nurturing my body.
Every day, I would get up on time and take walks in the garden. Even if I couldn't walk far, I would slowly move my feet.
Even if I couldn't eat much, I would force myself to eat, just to make sure my complexion looked a little better.
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