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An Shaojie bent down to pick up the phone from the ground and said into it, "She's here with me, she doesn't need to go back to her dorm right now."
Qinglan straightened up, "An Shaojie, what exactly do you want? Just be clear about it!"
After hanging up Qinglan's phone, An Shaojie tucked it into his pocket and pulled Qinglan up from the lawn.
"Aren't you eager for someone to kiss you?" An Shaojie said coldly. "Wasn't that your first time being kissed? You experienced the feeling of being kissed for the first time, and it felt pretty good, right? That's why you keep thinking about wanting to be kissed."
He lifted Qinglan's hand and placed it on his neck. Her hand felt weak and powerless, slipping down from where he had placed it.
He put her hand back on his neck and commanded, "Hold on tighter!" then wrapped her hand tightly around his neck.
Qinglan let her hand drop again.
Suddenly, he held her tightly, pressed his lips against hers, and said, "Oh, I forgot, you like this. That's why you're holding onto me; you need stimulation."
A violent and rough kiss overwhelmed Qinglan like a storm, engulfing her entire being.
Before long, her body responded to the stimulation; without realizing it, her hand gently hooked around An Shaojie's neck as he wished, then tightened into an embrace.
She craved this kind of stimulation, a current coursing through her body, making her heart tremble! As she held him tightly, she suddenly whispered "Brother Shaojie," causing his kiss to abruptly stop.
His kiss halted suddenly as if the world had come to a standstill!
Qinglan felt as if her entire body had been drained of energy. She stared at An Shaojie with wide eyes filled with confusion and fear.
She didn't know what had just happened; she didn't understand what she had just done. She was even more unaware of how this person in front of her was guessing about her feelings, mocking her silently!
He barely glanced at her before letting go and turning away, disappearing into the vast darkness of the night.
Qinglan did not know how she returned to her dormitory.
Yes, she stood in the darkness, crying in the pitch-black night. Exhausted from crying, she lay down on the grass and fell asleep until Xu Wen found her, carried her back to the dormitory building, and told the duty aunt that she was drunk and asked for permission to take her back to her room.
That night, not only did Jiang Liuying and the others feel shocked, but Xu Wen was also frightened. He vowed never to let An Shaojie get close to her again.
The next day, before class, Xu Wen walked up to the podium and did the most arrogant and high-profile thing of his life.
He announced to all his classmates that Qinglan was his girlfriend and declared on the spot that during the May Day holiday, he would take Qinglan home to meet his parents.
The classroom erupted in applause.
An Shaojie's face turned pale with anger. From that moment on, Xu Wen no longer yielded in front of An Shaojie. He stayed by Qinglan's side at all times and no longer gave up his seat in class to An Shaojie.
Then came the May Day holiday.
The day before May Day was a Friday, and there were no classes during the seventh and eighth periods. After finishing classes at five and six in the afternoon, many students stayed in the classroom chatting away. With the holiday approaching, everyone relaxed and was not in a hurry to return to their dorms. Qinglan and Xu Wen joined in as well. An Shaojie returned to his usual mode, sitting in a corner of the classroom reading.
"Tomorrow Qinglan is going to meet her in-laws, right?" Suddenly someone brought up the topic of Qinglan and Xu Wen. Everyone was interested in this topic, and the classroom became even livelier with jokes about Qinglan and Xu Wen, erupting into bursts of laughter.
After discussing Qinglan and Xu Wen, a male classmate sitting nearby whispered softly. Suddenly, Shen Xiaomeng, who had been quiet all along, spoke up with her delicate voice: "Hey, Qinglan, it seems like Lin Xi's boyfriend has come from Qinhuangdao to see her again." As she spoke, she glanced at An Shaojie.
Hmph! All the male classmates had fallen for her charm except for An Shaojie, who had hardly ever looked at her; it's no wonder he remained single.
While filing her delicate nails, Shen Xiaomeng smirked disdainfully. "I saw him at the school gate yesterday; he even greeted me." To ensure her words were accurate, she added more details.
"The power of love is great; he has traveled such a long distance several times this month. They are like newlyweds after a short separation." Seeing that An Shaojie remained indifferent, Shen Xiaomeng seemed unsatisfied and threw out an even more provocative remark.
Indeed, Shen Xiaomeng's words had an effect.
An Shaojie dropped the words "so noisy" and "boring," then picked up his things and left the classroom.
After leaving the classroom, An Shaojie actually didn't know where to go. No one knew what changes were happening in his heart during this time. He had always lived a disciplined life, and after drinking a few times and getting slightly tipsy, he realized that alcohol was such a wonderful thing.
Alcohol could help him forget himself. Whenever he got drunk, he would look up at the sky and ask, "Who am I? Where do I come from? Where am I going?"
Having been in the bustling metropolis for so long sometimes made him forget about the small village called Liu Family Village nestled in the mountains. At times, he really wanted to abandon the dreams he had cherished in childhood and the calmness and determination he had cultivated, wanting to be like everyone else and go a little crazy as an urbanite.
Alcohol could also give him courage. It allowed him to express the love and emotions he had suppressed deep within. He had hidden himself for too long, enduring too much of his feelings in silence; he needed a chance to be himself.
Alcohol could help him forget the hatred and humiliation in his heart. Oh! Not really; he knew very well that the hatred and humiliation he experienced in childhood had long become insignificant memories, melted away by her warmth bit by bit. It was just his mind playing tricks on him, refusing to acknowledge it.
He simply wanted to use alcohol to return to his true self, the most authentic version of himself in the abyss of night.
He stood on the steps outside the building, looking up at the sky. After a moment of contemplation and pause, he walked toward the direction outside the school.
Qinglan happened to be sitting by the window facing the steps outside the building, watching as his figure gradually disappeared into the crowd of people coming and going.
Since An Shaojie stopped sitting next to her, Qinglan intentionally chose this window seat every class, watching him come in or go out. Each time she saw him carrying books, he didn’t head back to the dormitory as usual but instead walked out of campus.
Qinglan knew he was going out to drink again. Every time he entered the classroom with a faint smell of alcohol, others didn’t notice it, but Qinglan did. So after having dinner with Xu Wen in the cafeteria, Qinglan for the first time unexpectedly declined Xu Wen's invitation to go to the library together.
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