When I arrived at the airport, I got out of the car and walked forward. But after just a few steps, I heard Yu Fengshu's voice again.
“ Ma Jia!”
How could he…
I felt a bit impatient and asked, “What do you want?”
“Why are you going abroad?” He approached me, his voice trembling. “Is it to avoid me?”
“Yes.”
Yu Fengshu smiled bitterly. “Do you really dislike me that much?”
“I wouldn't say dislike, but I also don’t want to see you.”
“Then I will make sure you see me.”
I chuckled lightly. “Yu Fengshu, what do you think this means?”
“I like you.”
I was slightly taken aback, then laughed. “You like me? Do you really like me? What you like is the idea of having liked me for eight years; what you like is that version of yourself who recklessly pursued love.”
“No, that’s not it.”
“Yu Fengshu, you don’t actually like me, and I, Ma Jia, don’t need your affection.”
“That’s not true; it’s not like that.”
Yu Fengshu looked at me with red eyes. “ Ma Jia, I have liked you for eight years. How could those eight years of feelings be fake?”
“I don’t know about those eight years; I haven’t felt them, so… what does it have to do with me?”
Yu Fengshu's face turned pale, his lips losing all color. “But, Ma Jia, I fought with my family for you…”
"For you, I gave up everything to come here and start over, for you..."
"For me, what?" I stared at him.
"Did you give up an innocent girl for me?"
His face turned even paler.
"Yu Fengshu, I'll say it again, you don't need to explain so much to me, because... I really don't care."
"Then why do you want a divorce?"
"What do you think?" I glared at him.
"Yu Fengshu, I've said it many times, you were the one who betrayed our marriage first."
"I didn't."
"You still won't admit it?"
I took out my phone and pulled up a photo of Wang Yu.
"You said I was pregnant and that I was thinking about Wang Yu, but in fact, I've had this photo in my ID wallet for a long time, and you never knew."
Yu Fengshu looked at me in disbelief. "How could that be..."
"How could it be? Yu Fengshu, if it weren't for your misunderstanding of me, we would have inevitably reached this end because you never believed in me."
Yu Fengshu's lips trembled, unable to say a word. I got into the car and drove away.
Inside, I felt powerless.
In these past few months, I have gone through so much; although none of it was particularly significant, every little bit...
It was the last straw that broke the camel's back for me. So, it was destined that my relationship with Yu Fengshu would come to an end. I spent a year abroad. During that year, I was either working or studying, with my schedule packed and no time to dwell on my thoughts. Occasionally, when I had some free time, I would think back to the past, but it didn't hurt as much anymore.
I kept in touch with Dong Yan, and she told me that Yu Fengshu had been looking for me all year. Dong Yan also mentioned that after Zhou Na's child was born, Yu Fengshu would send them money every month and often visit the child. She told me that Yu Fengshu was planning to hold a birthday party for the child.
I asked Dong Yan, "Are you going?" Dong Yan smiled wryly and said, "I would like to see the commotion, but I'm afraid if Yu Fengshu sees me, it will affect his mood." I chuckled lightly and replied, "No, he will just feel sadder."
"Why?" Dong Yan asked, puzzled.
"Because seeing me will remind him of what he has lost." Dong Yan didn't understand but didn't press further. After chatting with Dong Yan, I prepared to return home. Yes, I came back. After a year, I returned to this familiar city once again.
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