He Bing and I confirmed our relationship on the night of my birthday. I gave myself completely to him, and I have never loved someone like this before, to the point of losing my sanity.
As for me, Meng Xue, I know myself the best. I am not good at expressing love, but once I fall in love with someone, I will love him wholeheartedly and unconditionally until the end.
Two nights before my birthday, I had a little disagreement with He Bing. I know I did it on purpose, and my purpose was just to find out if he really cares about me, if he loves me or not. Otherwise, we wouldn't have gotten together so quickly.
The dance party the night before last was organized by my roommate Zhou Yu's unit. Their unit is a municipal hospital, with good benefits and welfare. They often organize cultural activities, and everyone likes to participate. So, Zhou Yu invited me, and I invited He Bing.
It's strange to say, I dressed up like a flower, didn't play with He Bing, always indifferent to him, deliberately found other male partners to dance with. Afterwards, Zhou Yu told me that if she were He Bing that day, she would definitely have given me a bad look and left on the spot.
"This is my roommate and also my good friend. Her name is Zhou Yu. Isn't she pretty!" I introduced Zhou Yu to He Bing.
"Well, quite beautiful! Your friends are all nice too! There are quite a lot of people, it's quite lively!"
"Do you know how to dance?"
"Oh, I don't really dance, I'm not good at it, I'm afraid you'll laugh at me!"
"Pour the wine, you and Zhou Yu have a good chat! I'm going to dance!"
I walked into the center of the dance floor, and naturally, a man joined me to dance.
I danced with different partners, stealing glances at He Bing's expression. It seemed like he never cared about who I was dancing with, and instead, he appeared to be enjoying his conversation with Zhou Yu. Actually, I just wanted him to take the initiative to invite me to dance, why is he so awkward and doesn't understand my feelings? The dance party wasn't over yet, but I left in a huff.
I returned to the dorm and inexplicably got angry, crying by myself.
The phone is ringing!
"Meng Xue, it's a call from He Bing. Look at you, hurry and answer!" Zhou Yu called out to me.
I quickly got up from the bed and ran to the telephone!
"Meng Xue, I know you've returned to the dorm. Why didn't you tell me when you left! I thought you had gone somewhere and I was looking for you everywhere, worried that something had happened to you. Don't stay silent, are you angry? I thought you were enjoying yourself so I didn't want to disturb you. I'm not very good at dancing, it's Zhou Yu who dances well and takes me along. It's my fault for not considering your feelings, I'm sorry, don't be angry. I'll make it up to you on your birthday, okay! If you don't speak, then I'll hang up first!"
I wanted to speak, but I just couldn't. Then I heard the other person hang up the phone, and I reluctantly walked back to the dorm.
On my birthday, I prepared a table of food in my friend's rental house, waiting for He Bing to arrive.
He must have no idea about the surprise I prepared for him, and I don't know how he will express his love for me.
"Here it comes!"
"So lavish!"
"Don't eat yet, wash your hands!"
"Okay!"
I played a piece of music, and at the moment the music started, I grabbed He Bing's hand.
"You owe me from last time, today you're going to make it up to me, okay!"
"Good"
The two of us slowly began to dance gracefully.
"Meng Xue, I'm not very good at expressing myself!"
"Don't say anything, do you like me? Do you love me?"
"I liked you from the first moment I saw you!"
"Do you want me?"
He Bing Slowly held me tighter!
I held him tighter too!
I forgot what we ate later, I only remember that I gave him my precious first time. We lingered in the gentle town, for too long, too long, unable to extricate ourselves...
"Am I your first woman?"
"Yes, you are the woman I love. Otherwise, why would I be with you! This question is so childish!"
"Have you ever been together with Li Mei?"
"Why can't you get over someone who's already gone? No, we're just friends!"
"But he liked you and pursued you!"
"If you like someone, you should be together. What kind of logic is that? Didn't she choose An Jianguo later on?"
"Then do you admit that I am your first woman?"
"Um, now is the time!"
"Hmph, that means you've had other girlfriends before!"
"Meng Xue, we are together now. Why do you always bring up the past? Is it interesting?"
"It is interesting. I am just reminding you to always remember me. I am the one you love the most!"
I held He Bing tightly, not allowing him to move, and quietly listened to the sound of his heartbeat until I fell asleep.
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