"Damn it!" Chen Jingxu muttered under his breath, his face turning livid. "When did Lin Gui ever hang up on him? His temper is getting worse and worse."
Zhao Qingxun frowned. " Lin Gui?"
Chen Jingxu's face darkened, showing no good expression to Zhao Qingxun, "You still dare to ask."
Zhao Qingxun is not Lin Gui, and won't indulge Chen Jingxu's bad temper, directly retorting, "I didn't provoke you. With your bad temper, only Lin Gui can put up with you."
Chen Jingxu looked Zhao Qingxun up and down, but couldn't see a trace of his former self in that face. He couldn't figure out what Zhao Qingxun really wanted to do, getting himself all injured to gain sympathy, and pushing away other people's care.
Unlike Lin Gui, who would go after what he wanted and express himself.
"Lin Gui doesn't owe you anything," Zhao Qingxun propped his head with his hand, trying to mediate, but unfortunately, he was the third party between the two.
"Isn't it because of you?" Chen Jingxu thought Zhao Qingxun was doing it on purpose, deliberately playing with him and Lin Gui, "You disappeared without a word, and after I got together with Lin Gui, you reappeared without a word. I thought you still had feelings for me, but after we got together, you got entangled with someone else. I finally made up my mind to break up with you, and now you come out pretending to be pitiful and seeking sympathy. What exactly do you want to do?"
Chen Jingxu became more and more angry as he spoke, feeling like he was being led by the nose by Zhao Qingxun. Even back then, he had never admitted to liking him. It was only he himself who had always cherished the long-forgotten memories, which ended up hurting the person who had always been by his side.
Zhao Qingxun sneered, "You think you can absolve yourself by blaming everything on me?" His words were like sharp knives, reopening the scabbed wounds and exposing the festering inside to the sunlight once again.
"At first, you were the one chasing after me. When did I ever like you? You put yourself in the position of a victim, imagining a tragic scene of being abandoned, and yet you want to blame me for it."
"Zhao Qingxun had a thin layer of sweat on his forehead. His body couldn't bear such intense emotional fluctuations, but he showed no sign of stopping. 'After I came back, it was you who actively sought me out, eagerly breaking up with Lin Gui to be with me. And now, after being with me, you complain about my bad temper and personality. Now you're hesitating between me and Lin Gui. You should ask yourself what you really want to do.'"
"I am a bad person, do you think you are any better?"
Chen Jingxu's face turned pale, opened his mouth, but couldn't say a word to refute.
"You need to rest now," he said, then left the ward as if escaping.
Chen Jingxu hadn't been home for several days, nor had he been to the hospital. He slept in the office every day, not knowing how to face Zhao Qingxun or how to handle his feelings for Lin Gui.
His dirty thoughts were all exposed. He thought he had hidden them well and deceived himself, but Zhao Qingxun saw through it all.
Stop pretending, I'm just too lazy to expose you.
Zhao Qingxun can see through everything, but Lin Gui only understands himself better than anyone else.
He had read the breakup text countless times and had wanted to dial the familiar number countless times, but in the end, he didn't. He was afraid that Lin Gui would ask the same questions.
After all, he is the only victim.
Chen Jingxu is suffering from inner torment, while Lin Gui has been living extremely comfortably these days.
The wounds on the body hardly feel painful, no need to work, no need to deal with messy emotions, sleep until naturally waking up every day, stay at home to watch dramas and play games, occasionally go out for a walk.
In addition, with He Jingyan's daily varied feeding, in less than a week, Lin Gui gained three pounds.
The translations are:
English: It is a sunny day.
English: The weather is warm.
English: There are no clouds in the sky.
English: You should wear sunglasses to protect your eyes.
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