Ling Na quietly gazed at Ling Xue, her intuition growing stronger. She sensed that Ling Xue had completely adapted to her identity as a woman. Ling Na resolved to find an appropriate moment to have a deep conversation with Ling Xue, exploring her innermost feelings.
Upon returning home, Ling Na organized her belongings while repeatedly pondering how to broach this sensitive topic. Her thoughts were like a tangled mess, intertwining and overlapping. Finally, after much contemplation, she found an excellent opening.
Ling Na slowly approached Ling Xue, wearing a relaxed smile, and said, "Xue, you’ve become increasingly charming as a woman lately."
Ling Xue was momentarily taken aback, her face displaying surprise. Soon, she regained her composure and candidly replied, "Ling Na, I truly enjoy my current female state and don’t want to hide that from you. Communicating with different people in this identity feels both novel and challenging. Moreover, I’ve noticed a significant change in how people treat me; this unique experience is something I’ve never had before. Besides, I’ve already been through so much."
Ling Na furrowed her brow slightly, concern evident in her tone as she cautioned, "Xue, you need to understand that this isn’t an easy path. You will face many difficulties and challenges ahead."
Ling Xue tightly grasped Ling Na's hand, determination shining in her eyes as she said earnestly, "I know; I’m not afraid. I’ve prepared myself thoroughly. No matter what I encounter, I will face it all bravely."
Ling Na sighed softly and replied helplessly, "Since you’ve made up your mind, all I can do is support you. But you must take good care of yourself and the child."
Ling Xue looked at Ling Na with deep gratitude and sincerely said, "Thank you, Ling Na. It’s truly wonderful to have a friend like you."
Days passed by, and Ling Xue's life seemed to lose its direction. She often lingered in bars, chatting with various men just to find fleeting moments of joy. When encountering men she disliked, she would unhesitatingly use her skills to embarrass them. Watching their awkwardness brought her a sense of satisfaction; at that moment, she felt a sense of control.
When she met men she found somewhat appealing, the urge for excitement would quietly arise within her. Under the influence of alcohol, she occasionally indulged herself in flirtation with them, savoring those moments of thrill and pleasure.
The sensations brought by her body intoxicated Ling Xue immensely. In the dim light of the bar, the stimulation from alcohol and interactions with men seemed to open a door to another world for her. The fleeting joy washed over her like a tidal wave, drowning her in its depths and making it impossible for her to escape.
She began to chase this feeling night after night, seeking that ephemeral thrill through encounters with different men. Under the subtle influence of the system, Ling Xue gradually stepped into an unfamiliar realm where she lost control over herself more and more. It was as if an indescribable force was pulling her towards bolder and more reckless behavior.
Yet after each moment of pleasure, the emptiness within her grew stronger. She knew that this way of living might not be right but found herself unable to resist the temptation—trapped in an inescapable whirlpool.
When faced with men who harbored intense desires for her body, she found herself unconsciously choosing to comply with their fiery cravings. In those intimate moments, the men were like frenzied beasts; however, deep within Ling Xue's heart lay an unfulfilled longing for a familiar touch—a unique essence she had only experienced when with Liu Jiedong.
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