1.
It's another gathering, a big one with many people. In the gathering, there's me, Qiu Ying, an obese person, and a middleman. At the table, I accompany others in toasting and drinking.
When others offer me alcohol, I never refuse. Over the years, I've become quite the "alcohol test." Under normal circumstances, drinking 1.5 kilograms of 52% alcohol liquor is no big deal for me. But today, I just want the alcohol to numb the remaining "human" consciousness in me. This way, I will feel less pain and more relief. However, the more I try, the less I achieve that effect. Clearly stumbling and tongue-tied, yet my consciousness remains.
There are still people challenging me with their wine glasses. They are all obese people, and I cannot refuse their wine.
"I'll drink two glasses for my husband," Qiu Ying stood up gracefully.
This is the first time she has called me "husband" in public, and it cuts me to the heart.
In the midst of chaos, I am reflecting: Have I really treated her as my wife, beyond just a physical relationship? But at this moment, she called me "husband"! In my fading consciousness, I see Qiu Ying drinking, one glass after another.
Amidst the complex thoughts, many people are bidding me farewell. I don't know what to do next.
Let me drink myself to death!
2.
middleman said goodbye to Qiu Ying when leaving: "Sis, I'm outta here." Then he patted me: "You'll be fine!"
Can I still make it?
How do you define "make it" and "not make it"?
I'm getting drunk, I can't open my eyes, but my ears are still working.
"What are you doing?" Qiu Ying exclaimed.
"Didn't Xiao Hu tell you?" said the obscene obese person.
"Tell me what?" Qiu Ying asked in surprise.
"Tonight, you are mine!" the obese person said.
"Get lost!" Qiu Ying shouted angrily, "If Brother Yun hears this, he will take care of you!"
"Take care of me?" the fat man sneered, "I wouldn't dare say this in other circles or to other people, but your little Hu in your family, I can turn him back to his original state in a minute. Just a word from me, and forget about him getting any construction projects, no one would even dare to use him at the construction site!"
"I don't believe you, you're talking nonsense!" said Qiu Ying.
"Am I talking nonsense?" the obese person sneered, "I don't like to eat forcibly twisted melons, forcibly twisted melons are not sweet. Take him with you. Tomorrow, tomorrow morning, same place, you come, wear the same cheongsam as last time!"
3
I am still conscious, but my feet are out of control.
Qiu Ying put one of my arms over her shoulder, half carrying and half supporting me into the elevator, out of the hotel, and into a waiting taxi. During this time, the hotel staff came over to help her, but she yelled at them like a frightened little animal, "Stay away, don't come near!"
Is she afraid of losing me?
Back at home, she settled me into bed, helped me undress, and washed my face.
After that, I fell asleep.
Qiu Ying was pinned down by the obese person, and she helplessly shouted to me, "Yun, help me!" I couldn't move my feet, couldn't say anything, and couldn't open my mouth. The fat person finally succeeded, satisfied and content. Qiu Ying was silent, no longer shouting or resisting, just staring at me with her beautiful big eyes as her body trembled.
In the eyes, there is disappointment, despair, and sadness.
I screamed desperately, struggling desperately.
I fell off the bed drenched in sweat, it turned out to be a dream.
Is it a dream?
The alarm clock at the head of the bed shows two o'clock in the morning. Qiu Ying sits blankly on the chair at the head of the bed, with empty and lifeless eyes, as if she were a soulless shell.
Do I still have a soul?
She didn't ask anything, and I didn't say anything.
But it seems like she knows everything and believes that bastard's words.
"If Brother Yun were here, let's go back to Annam," Qiu Ying said, her eyes filled with pleading.
I remained silent.
"I've been saving the money you gave me. Let's find a place to start a small business. Didn't you say you like daughters? I'll give you two!"
I am speechless.
She stopped talking, she understood everything.
She started sitting down and picking at her breakfast.
I think she would cry a lot, even come over and scratch my face, or slap me hard.
But she didn't, she just ate her food.
After eating, she sat down as if no one else was there, putting on makeup, drawing her eyebrows finely, painting her lips red, and taking out the pink qipao that I personally helped her choose from the wardrobe...
When changing clothes, she moved very slowly, and I think she was waiting for my final change.
I pushed the door and went out, feeling lost.
I didn't even wear my helmet, got on the motorcycle and onto the highway. I twisted the throttle to the maximum, letting the wind whistle in my ears, and raced away.
There's a small van in front of me, but I continue to move forward at full speed without slowing down. The driver of the van, seeing my reckless behavior in the rearview mirror, accelerates desperately. I chase, he runs, he reaches his limit, but I still catch up. The front wheel of my motorcycle touches the back of the van, causing it to spin and crash into the roadside. I fly off the motorcycle and fall to the ground like a cloud.
5.
Half a month had passed since I came out of the hospital.
I didn't die.
Under the embankment is villager's paddy field. I fell into villager's paddy field just after it was flooded. Apart from some bruises and a slight concussion, I survived. I sent my deputy to sign a contract with obese person, and it went smoothly. We even received the advance payment quickly. But I lost my Qiu Ying.
The money I gave her is still there, and her fragrance lingers by my pillow.
I don't know if this is the result I wanted, I got it, and I lost it too.
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