I let out a bitter smile, unable to help but recall a scene from the past. At that time, after learning that Lynn Yueyue was going to be with Yan Feng, I went to find Lynn Yueyue and begged her to give up on Yan Feng. Lynn Yueyue looked at me and coldly said, "He Li, I promise you, I won't be with Yan Feng." I looked at Lynn Yueyue gratefully and asked, "Really?" "Mm." Lynn Yueyue nodded, "I promise you, I won't be with Yan Feng. Are you satisfied now?" "Thank you, Lynn Yueyue." I was so grateful that I almost knelt down. But later, Lynn Yueyue changed her mind. When the news of her being with Yan Feng reached my ears, I went to find Lynn Yueyue again. "Lynn Yueyue, why did you lie to me?" "Where did I lie to you?" Lynn Yueyue looked at me innocently, "I only promised you that I wouldn't be with Yan Feng; I never said I would never be with him forever." "You..." My face turned pale with anger, but I had no way to confront her. That evening, I made some desserts and brought them to Yan Feng's villa. Yan Feng was reading the newspaper; when he saw me come in, he glanced up at me and then lowered his head to continue reading. I placed the desserts in front of him and smiled as I said, "Yan Feng, this is something I specially made for you. Give it a try." "Take it away."
Yan Feng did not lift his head, coldly uttering two words.
"Yan Feng, you should try it."
I looked at him pleadingly, "I made this especially for you."
Yan Feng raised his eyes and glanced at me with disgust, and the next moment, he knocked the dessert on the table to the ground.
"He Li, do you treat my words as mere wind?"
"Didn't I tell you not to go looking for Yueyue? What do you take my words for?"
"Yan Feng."
I looked at him with red-rimmed eyes:
"I just wanted you both to try the desserts I made; I meant no harm."
"Enough."
Yan Feng interrupted me impatiently:
"He Li, if you dare to disturb Yueyue again, I will not let you off."
"Sister-in-law, let's leave the hospital."
I heard Yan Feifei's voice and came back to my senses, smiling slightly at her: "Okay."
Yan Feifei followed behind me, chattering away:
"Sister-in-law, I really don't understand what’s so good about my brother that makes you like him so much."
Is it worth it?
I let out a bitter laugh.
In fact, I didn't even know what exactly attracted me to Yan Feng.
If I had to say something, it might be his face that looks exactly like my white moonlight.
"Sister-in-law, what are you thinking about?"
Yan Feifei's voice rang out again, and I smiled slightly at her:
"Feifei, is there something you particularly like?"
"Of course there is."
"If something you particularly like disappears, would you still like something else?"
"Of course I will," Yan Feifei replied without hesitation. "There are so many beautiful things in this world, how could there only be one or two?"
Indeed. This world clearly has so many wonderful things. Yet, those beautiful things had long disappeared for me.
If even the beautiful things in this world have vanished, then what is the point of this life?
My childhood was not happy. When I was eight years old, my father committed suicide by jumping off a building due to business failure. After his death, he left behind a massive debt.
My mother worked two to three jobs a day to pay off these debts. As a single woman, she had to support our family and raise me; it was truly difficult.
This situation lasted for three years. When I turned eleven, my mother met a man. He promised to pay off her debts and take good care of both of us.
At first, he did keep his promise and cleared our debts. But later, he revealed his true nature. He began to drink heavily, gamble, and physically abuse my mother.
I could tolerate all of that, but what I could not bear was that when I was twelve, the man actually... raped me. This incident became one of the reasons for my desire to end my life.
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