Love Beyond the Divide 4: The Sadness of Alternatives: He Li's Despair
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I let out a bitter smile, unable to help but recall a scene from the past. At that time, after learning that Lynn Yueyue was going to be with Yan Feng, I went to find Lynn Yueyue and begged her to give up on Yan Feng. Lynn Yueyue looked at me and coldly said, "He Li, I promise you, I won't be with Yan Feng." I looked at Lynn Yueyue gratefully and asked, "Really?" "Mm." Lynn Yueyue nodded, "I promise you, I won't be with Yan Feng. Are you satisfied now?" "Thank you, Lynn Yueyue." I was so grateful that I almost knelt down. But later, Lynn Yueyue changed her mind. When the news of her being with Yan Feng reached my ears, I went to find Lynn Yueyue again. "Lynn Yueyue, why did you lie to me?" "Where did I lie to you?" Lynn Yueyue looked at me innocently, "I only promised you that I wouldn't be with Yan Feng; I never said I would never be with him forever." "You..." My face turned pale with anger, but I had no way to confront her. That evening, I made some desserts and brought them to Yan Feng's villa. Yan Feng was reading the newspaper; when he saw me come in, he glanced up at me and then lowered his head to continue reading. I placed the desserts in front of him and smiled as I said, "Yan Feng, this is something I specially made for you. Give it a try." "Take it away." 0
 
 
Yan Feng did not lift his head, coldly uttering two words. 0
"Yan Feng, you should try it." 0
I looked at him pleadingly, "I made this especially for you." 0
Yan Feng raised his eyes and glanced at me with disgust, and the next moment, he knocked the dessert on the table to the ground. 0
"He Li, do you treat my words as mere wind?" 0
"Didn't I tell you not to go looking for Yueyue? What do you take my words for?" 0
"Yan Feng." 0
I looked at him with red-rimmed eyes: 0
"I just wanted you both to try the desserts I made; I meant no harm." 0
"Enough." 0
Yan Feng interrupted me impatiently: 0
"He Li, if you dare to disturb Yueyue again, I will not let you off." 0
"Sister-in-law, let's leave the hospital." 0
I heard Yan Feifei's voice and came back to my senses, smiling slightly at her: "Okay." 0
Yan Feifei followed behind me, chattering away: 0
"Sister-in-law, I really don't understand what’s so good about my brother that makes you like him so much." 0
Is it worth it? 0
I let out a bitter laugh. 0
In fact, I didn't even know what exactly attracted me to Yan Feng. 0
If I had to say something, it might be his face that looks exactly like my white moonlight. 0
"Sister-in-law, what are you thinking about?" 0
Yan Feifei's voice rang out again, and I smiled slightly at her: 0
"Feifei, is there something you particularly like?" 0
"Of course there is." 0
"If something you particularly like disappears, would you still like something else?" 0
 
 
"Of course I will," Yan Feifei replied without hesitation. "There are so many beautiful things in this world, how could there only be one or two?" 0
 
Indeed. This world clearly has so many wonderful things. Yet, those beautiful things had long disappeared for me. 0
 
If even the beautiful things in this world have vanished, then what is the point of this life? 0
 
My childhood was not happy. When I was eight years old, my father committed suicide by jumping off a building due to business failure. After his death, he left behind a massive debt. 0
 
My mother worked two to three jobs a day to pay off these debts. As a single woman, she had to support our family and raise me; it was truly difficult. 0
 
This situation lasted for three years. When I turned eleven, my mother met a man. He promised to pay off her debts and take good care of both of us. 0
 
At first, he did keep his promise and cleared our debts. But later, he revealed his true nature. He began to drink heavily, gamble, and physically abuse my mother. 0
 
I could tolerate all of that, but what I could not bear was that when I was twelve, the man actually... raped me. This incident became one of the reasons for my desire to end my life. 0
 
 
 
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