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I took him to various places: exhibition halls, fashion shows, cafes...
I wanted him to integrate into my life.
He always seemed to misunderstand the rules, getting stopped outside the exhibition hall or having minor conflicts with others.
I was always there to help him solve his problems.
Thinking about how he must be a local king in his village made me feel a bit sad.
“Rourou, what does this Drama mean? I don't understand it at all.”
“This is…”
I was about to explain when I noticed his eyelids were drooping.
I turned to look at the stage, where the actors were gazing deeply into each other's eyes before embracing tightly.
“Rourou, why are they hugging?”
He pretended not to understand, and I couldn't help but laugh.
“If you don’t understand, don’t ask. Let’s go do something else!”
I took him to play on the Trampoline.
He loved playing with the kids, laughing like a child.
“Rourou, why do you always bring me to these places?”
“Don’t you like it?”
“I do, but you seem unhappy.”
He was really attentive, and I was touched by his sincerity.
“I like you, so I want to show you more things.”
“I’m already very satisfied, really!”
He laughed carefree, but I felt a pang of guilt.
There were comments under his new video saying he had “changed.”
They said he used to be all about Social Shake, but now it felt like he was in kindergarten.
His videos didn’t have the same flavor as before; he lost many fans, but he never mentioned it to me.
I noticed he was correcting his accent and learning how to dress well...
"What's wrong?" I asked him.
"Nothing, just feeling like it's pretty tough in the city," he scratched his head.
"Do you want to go home?"
"I'm happy as long as you're here. I'm working hard for us!"
I didn't know what to say; my heart was filled with mixed emotions.
"Zhanfeng, if you're not happy, you can tell me. I don't want you to suffer for me anymore."
"Why do you say that?"
"About your video..."
"Oh, that? It's fine, it'll get better after a while."
"How about we just call it off?"
"Why?"
"I'm afraid it will be difficult for you."
"Why would you think that?"
"I saw your video; you used to be so carefree, and now you're doing this for me..."
"Rourou, actually being the top of Social Shake isn't that great. It's just about making money, and it's not meaningful."
"Really?"
"Of course it's true! I'm really happy now!"
He said it with such enthusiasm that I couldn't help but laugh.
I couldn't let him suffer for me anymore.
I gradually resumed my Live Stream, but faced criticism from fans.
"You've ruined Zhanfeng; he's not happy at all now."
"When are you breaking up?"
"You don't even care about him; he cried during his Live Stream at home, saying you're not good to him!"
I watched the comments and felt very upset.
So he cried alone at home during the live stream?
No wonder he hasn't been posting on social media much lately and hasn't been live streaming.
"Zhanfeng, if you want to go back, then go back."
"I don't want you to be unhappy because of me."
"Rourou, don't listen to what they say. I'm really not unhappy."
"Then why haven't you been live streaming?"
"I'm tired and need to take a break for a while."
"Were you crying during the live stream at home?"
"I..."
"Is it true?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
"I miss you, and I don't know what to do."
I felt a pang in my nose, and tears streamed down uncontrollably.
"I miss you too; it's my fault that you're suffering."
"Don't say that. I'll always be by your side."
"But you're not happy."
"No, I'm just not used to being here. I'll be fine after a while."
"Really?"
"Yeah!"
"If you're unhappy, you must tell me."
"Okay."
I went to find him at his place, and as soon as he saw me, he immediately put down his phone and smiled as he came over.
"Rourou, you're here!"
"Yeah."
"I'm sorry, I just fell asleep and didn't see the message you sent."
"It's okay."
"The fans can be quite straightforward. I finally managed to get them to leave; you won't blame me, will you?"
"Of course not."
I felt a bit strange; his fans had never acted like this before.
"What's going on today?"
"What do you mean?"
"Your fans..."
"They care about me too much, so they got a bit emotional. I couldn't keep an eye on them."
"Mm."
Suddenly, I didn't know what to say, feeling overwhelmed with guilt.
"Zhanfeng, let's just call it quits."
"Why?"
"I think this isn't good for you."
"Are you having regrets?"
"No, I just feel like you're suffering too much by being with me."
"I don't feel that way. As long as I can be with you, I'm happy."
"But I think you're unhappy."
"No, I'm just not used to being here yet."
"Then how about we wait until you're used to it before we get together again?"
"No!"
I held back my tears and said with a smile, "Let's break up!"
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