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Honestly, since his rebirth, Lin Feng has wanted to see this woman in front of him the most. This beautiful woman, who filled Lin Feng's past life with scars—Xie Wanting. He wanted to see how she was doing, but Lin Feng did not want to meet her just like that. Rather, he was waiting for an opportunity, a suitable moment to see her. He did not know when that opportunity would come, but it was definitely not now, in his dormitory.
Did he hate her? Yes! Very much! But this hatred was not the kind that sought immediate revenge. As for what kind of hatred it was, Lin Feng could not articulate.
At this moment, Xie Wanting's heart was also conflicted. She knew that Lin Feng had been hospitalized due to a car accident. She also knew that the usually sober Lin Feng had been hit by a car because he was drinking. As for why he drank, she was well aware that it was largely her fault.
She liked this simple and handsome boy in front of her, the one who once said he would love her with his life. He had indeed been trying hard, but reality was always cruel. That day at a classmate gathering, Xie Wanting met Xi Tao Xin, who showed interest in her. Xie Wanting knew this and hoped that his feelings could develop into a friendship through their interactions. So she had been trying to be friends with Xi Tao Xin—a kind of close friend.
But she never expected the harsh reality of society: work could only be negotiated in bed. Of course, in such situations, the parties involved were generally of opposite genders.
She also never imagined that Xi Tao Xin had tricked her into an underwear store under the pretense of buying lingerie for his girlfriend just so Lin Feng would see them together. Another thing she did not foresee was that after learning Lin Feng went drinking that night, Xi Tao Xin immediately drove around looking for an opportunity to hit him. He did not intend to kill him; he only wanted to incapacitate him. He did not believe a girl like Xie Wanting would follow a man who would only drag her down for life.
But on this point, he miscalculated. When Xie Wanting learned about Lin Feng's accident, she immediately ended her ambiguous relationship with Xi Tao Xin for a very simple reason: Lin Feng needed her now. Moreover, she understood that Lin Feng's accident was because of her. Although she wanted to gain work through certain relationships, she would never sell her soul and body for it; that was her bottom line.
It can only be said that Xie Wanting was just a big student who did not understand the cruelty of society.
After truly breaking away from Xi Tao Xin, she found herself at a loss as to how to help Lin Feng because she had no money; her funds were only enough for her frugal daily life. She wanted to go to the hospital to take care of him but feared that seeing her might anger Lin Feng and negatively affect his recovery.
So she kept hesitating.
Until tonight, someone saw Lin Feng going out for dinner with three roommates and told her that Lin Feng had returned. Only then did she decide to explain things clearly to him; she hoped everything could be salvaged and that she was still Lin Feng's most beloved girlfriend.
But she overlooked one thing: the Lin Feng in front of her had hated her for ten years due to the events of his past life.
"Heh... Miss Xie, what brings you to my poor dormitory?" After a moment of silence, Lin Feng asked with a smile, appearing quite lazy as if chatting with a newly acquainted classmate.
"Feng... I know you don't understand me right now, and I don't blame you. I'm here today to tell you that my relationship with Xi Tao Xin was merely one of friendship. Furthermore, we may not even be friends anymore in the future; I want you to know." Hearing Lin Feng call her "Miss Xie," Xie Wanting felt as if struck by a heavy hammer in her heart, but she still tried to explain. She also knew that her relationship with Xi Tao Xin was somewhat ambiguous and that it was only after the incident that Xie Wanting truly made a clear explanation; before that, she had always given vague explanations.
"Ha ha... I don't understand you. I don't need to understand you." Lin Feng remained lazy, actually hiding something in his gaze. He didn't want Xie Wanting to see his true feelings.
"No... Feng... I'm here to care about you, and I've really always been your girlfriend. I haven't done anything wrong to you." Tears welled up in the corners of Xie Wanting's eyes, but she still shouted loudly.
"Caring about me? I looked for you, and you told me that questioning you isn't the Lin Feng in your heart. So what do you think the Lin Feng in your heart is like? Is he someone who watches his girlfriend throw herself into someone else's arms and foolishly believes that she actually loves him?" Lin Feng snapped back at her.
"Feng, you know me. I was just trying to find a job. I know you're working hard, but your family needs your money too. My family isn't any better off than yours; I need to earn money as well! That's why I intentionally approached Xi Tao Xin, just hoping he could help me find a job. There's really nothing between us; we're just friends. Feng... please believe me!" Xie Wanting said, looking at the furious Lin Feng. She didn't blame him because she had indeed been a bit impatient when she told him he shouldn't question her.
"Ha ha... Approaching him to get a job. You know what kind of person Xi Tao Xin is; how many girls have approached him with your thoughts, and what happened? They all ended up being completely taken in by him. Fine, I didn't want to see you when I got out of the hospital this time; just go! You don't need to explain anything to me." After saying this, Lin Feng turned away and continued looking out the window, ignoring Xie Wanting.
He suddenly felt a sense of sadness; this is how society works—no money for love, and in the end, it all falls apart because of money. Isn't this a mockery from God? Damn it, the goddess of fate seems to enjoy writing tragic scripts for people.
However, Lin Feng had come back to life; even in this script created by that girl, he still had his golden finger.
"Feng... I know you're angry right now. Didn't you say you'd protect me? Didn't you say you'd love me for a lifetime? Xie Wanting was very touched; she had always believed in him! Don't be like this; this is the first time you've said such heavy words to me. Can we start over?" Seeing that Lin Feng wouldn't even look at her, Xie Wanting remembered that this was the first time he had treated her like this. She didn't dare to leave; she was afraid that if she walked away now, they would really part ways. Instinctively, she walked over and hugged him from behind, wanting to use her hands and warmth to keep him—the only man she loved for life—close.
"Get lost... Don't you want money? Here... Sorry, I'm just a poor guy, ha ha..." Lin Feng broke free from Xie Wanting's embrace. Damn it, is love really that fragile?
"No, it's not like that! We can work hard together; I believe in myself and even more in you," Xie Wanting cried out.
Lin Feng's face grew increasingly ferocious; he felt a suffocating anger churning inside him. Tesla had never told him the fundamental reason why "Forbidden Spring" was called "forbidden," but Lin Feng vaguely guessed it might have something to do with "Forbidden Spring."
But right now, he didn't have the energy to think about those things because he felt like he was about to lose control.
"Ha ha... Am I blind? Get lost... I disdain fighting alongside you; you don't deserve it." Lin Feng knew he had to drive Xie Wanting away with words before he completely lost it. To be honest, although Xie Wanting was at fault, he didn't want to hurt her.
"Feng... I don't want this, please don't be like this, I'm... I'm scared..." Xie Wanting thought Lin Feng would be angry, but she never expected him to speak to her like this. Seeing his slightly reddened eyes made her very afraid, and her words became somewhat incoherent.
"Get out... just get out..." Lin Feng's eyes gradually turned red. He knew he was on the brink of losing control, and he could only use more violent language to drive Xie Wanting away; otherwise, the consequences would be beyond his control.
"Feng... please don't do this, what's wrong with you? Why are your eyes so red? Are you feeling unwell? Tell me, I... ah!" Xie Wanting noticed something was off with Lin Feng, especially those eyes that terrified her. However, at that moment, she couldn't leave. Before she could finish speaking, Lin Feng had already pinned her down and was frantically tearing at her clothes.
"Haha..." At this point, Lin Feng had completely lost control; even his original consciousness had been replaced. Perhaps this was a complete manifestation of the most grotesque side of his humanity. All he knew was that he wanted to conquer the woman beneath him who had brought such a drastic change to his life.
After a while, Xie Wanting finally regained consciousness. She moved her body; she had remained awake until later when she finally fainted. At that moment, her face was covered in tears.
She had always believed that her body should belong to Lin Feng, but she wanted to give it to him on their wedding night, not at this place and time. She felt heartbroken yet somewhat relieved.
After resting for a while, she pushed Lin Feng off her. He was still asleep, and she didn't wake him. She got out of bed in pain, took a clean towel, and cleaned Lin Feng up. Then she tidied herself up and changed the bedsheets for him. As for the old sheets, she folded them neatly and put them away; the stain of deep red made her cry again.
Once everything was in order, Xie Wanting quietly left...
Looking at the sleeping Lin Feng, Xie Wanting revealed a sorrowful smile...
"I will make you regret this!" After saying that, Xie Wanting left behind a trail of tears and a lonely figure.
However, throughout the entire process of what happened, Lin Feng remained in a semi-conscious state; even after Xie Wanting left, he continued to sleep soundly.
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