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Time passed day by day.
I gradually realized that I had become deeply trapped in this quagmire, unable to extricate myself.
I didn't know what feelings I had for Xi Han.
Sometimes, I felt a strong sense of dependence on him.
But at other times, I was overwhelmed by his almost obsessive need for control.
Xi Han indeed did not give me a choice.
Yet, I couldn't pinpoint when I started to develop feelings for him.
The places Xi Han took me to were increasing in number.
Those places all belonged to him.
It was just the two of us, without any outsiders to disturb us.
Each time, I felt myself becoming more lost.
Xi Han's possessiveness, mixed with affection, suffocated me, yet I couldn't resist it.
In his villa, I felt like a pet he had tamed, losing my freedom.
Every time he came close, I felt powerless.
"Leng Yue, don't test my patience."
"I told you, you have no choice."
"You can only stay by my side."
...
That night was a rainy night.
The rain fell heavily, pattering against the window sill.
I sat by the window, watching the curtain of rain outside, feeling a chill in my heart.
Xi Han's car was parked downstairs; he held an umbrella and stood in the rain, looking at me.
He called my phone and asked me to come down.
I didn't want to go.
Xi Han came directly upstairs and dragged me down.
We stood in the rain, gazing at each other through the curtain of rain.
"Xi Han, what do you really want!"
Xi Han looked at me, his voice cold: "Leng Yue, you've been quite restless lately."
I bit my lip and remained silent.
Xi Han chuckled lightly: "Have I been too good to you, making you forget what you really are?"
"Leng Yue, I've warned you not to try to challenge my limits."
"My patience has its limits."
"I don't want a day to come when I lose interest in you."
"If that happens, your days will be very difficult."
I bit my lip: "Are you threatening me?"
Xi Han smiled: "You can interpret it that way."
"Leng Yue, you'd better behave."
"Otherwise, I can't guarantee what I might do."
I closed my eyes, not wanting to look at him.
Xi Han directly grabbed me and shoved me into the car.
"Xi Han! Let go of me!"
I struggled desperately.
But Xi Han was unfazed, simply saying, "Stop making a scene."
"You don't like me interfering with your work, so I won't meddle anymore."
"Isn't that enough?"
"What more do you want?"
I gritted my teeth: "I want freedom."
Xi Han chuckled lightly: "That's impossible."
"Leng Yue, I told you, you can only be mine."
I closed my eyes and let him take me to his place.
That night, we had an intense argument.
I cried and begged him to let me go.
But he remained indifferent.
"Leng Yue, do you have any idea how long I've been waiting for you?"
"You can't leave me."
"And I can't let you go."
"Just accept your fate."
His voice was cruel and cold.
I cried until my throat was hoarse, but there was nothing I could do.
In front of Xi Han, I was like a powerless ant.
I could only let him have his way.
After that night, my relationship with Xi Han changed completely.
If I had resisted him before, after that, I was utterly captivated.
I could no longer distinguish whether I was afraid of him or in love with him.
All I knew was that during countless midnight reveries, I would think of him.
I would remember his smile, remember his warmth.
I became increasingly unable to live without him.
And Xi Han became more and more twisted.
His control over me deepened.
He wished he could lock me away so that I could only see him.
But I could no longer resist his approach.
Even if he did nothing but quietly watch me, my heart would race and my body would tremble.
I knew I had completely fallen for him.
But this love felt more like an abyss.
Once you fall in, you can never climb out again.
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