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From the evening onward, my phone kept ringing non-stop. I blocked one number, and another came in. Through the dormitory curtains, Gu Ming stood downstairs, straighter than a pine tree. The gaze shooting up at me was both cold and furious, as if he was even more aggrieved and angry than I was.
Not wanting to disturb my roommate, I simply answered when the phone rang again.
"What do you mean by 'tired of it'?"
"Xia Xiaoxing, explain yourself!"
"We've only been together for a short time. Are you messing with me?"
Before I could say anything, the other side bombarded me with questions, his voice filled with anger and urgency. I took a deep breath and replied calmly.
"It means literally that—I have no feelings anymore."
"No feelings?"
Gu Ming seemed deeply affected, repeating it in a daze while gritting his teeth and growling.
"Didn’t you say that once you get something, you don’t cherish it? You haven’t even gotten me yet!"
"Is it because I didn’t kiss you during that adventure that you’re throwing a tantrum?"
So he noticed too; he just didn’t care even if he did. I chuckled self-deprecatingly. "Maybe."
"Come down; let’s talk."
"No need."
"It’s just a kiss; is it really necessary to break up over it?"
"It’s just a kiss, and you’re not even willing to give it."
There was a pause on the other end before an extremely angry sneer came through, filled with certainty and irritation.
"Hmph, so you really only care about my looks!"
I decided to go all out. "Yes, that’s right."
"It's just a shell. If I can't have it, what use do I have for you?"
"Let's leave it at that. Don't call me again; I can't afford you."
I threw my phone away and lay down on the bed, unable to hold back my tears.
Bastard!
Why do you think I only like your appearance?
I clearly also like your intelligence, humor, and thoughtfulness.
Is it just because I can't help but want to get close to you?
But how can he be such a jerk himself?
Forget it! It's over anyway.
It's better this way; soon I'll be a vibrant college student again.
I comforted myself like this.
But my mood was still low, and I couldn't muster the energy for anything.
My experienced friend, Youngest, suggested I start a new relationship and even offered to introduce someone to me, but I said I wasn't in the mood for that.
In the afternoon elective class, I slumped over my desk.
Suddenly, there was a small commotion in the classroom.
When I looked up, I locked eyes with Gu Ming.
He hadn't contacted me since that day.
We hadn't seen each other for about a week.
He stared at me coldly, his dark eyes fixed on me with an intensity that concealed a certain fierceness.
I expressionlessly lowered my head and took out a book to open it.
Gu Ming was also taking this course, but he used to find it too easy and often skipped class.
So why was he here today?
Out of the corner of my eye, as soon as the figure in front of him sat down, a girl went over to strike up a conversation with him.
After our breakup news spread, it's easy to imagine how popular he became; many people had already said that if someone like me could be with him, then they could too.
A cute girl with twin ponytails ran up to him, blushing as she held up her phone.
Gu Ming slightly raised an eyebrow and turned his head without a sound.
Zhang Yang's gaze openly looked at me without any concealment.
I focused on my breathing, pretending not to see anything.
His expression turned cold as he took out his phone and added me on WeChat.
The cute girl next to me covered her mouth and squealed with excitement.
A sharp pain surged in my heart.
I understood; he came today just to annoy me.
For the entire class that followed, I kept my eyes straight ahead, not glancing at him even once.
As soon as the bell rang, I packed my things and left without looking back.
Youngest nudged me from the side, and I looked up, meeting Gu Ming's intense gaze.
He looked conflicted, hesitant, and irritated all at once.
Three seconds later, he stood up as if he was about to walk towards me.
“Gu Ming—”
A cheerful shout suddenly rang out as a girl in a red dress fluttered over like a butterfly, affectionately linking her arm with his.
“Why are you so slow? Come on, treat me to dinner.”
I pressed my lips tightly together and picked up my bag, leaving through the back door without looking back.
All the way, Youngest chattered incessantly.
“Is that Gu Ming’s white moonlight? Then you really have no chance.”
“I know that beauty; she’s the campus belle from S University, both talented and beautiful, with a prominent family background. She has suitors coming after her like weeds in a field; we really can’t compete.”
“But what does Gu Ming mean? Eating from one bowl while thinking of another? Treating you as a backup? Keeping himself pure for his white moonlight? That’s really scummy…”
“Are you still going to introduce me to a boyfriend?”
I interrupted her sullenly.
“Of course.”
Youngest immediately transformed into a matchmaker: “My boyfriend’s junior is a sweet and enthusiastic little puppy; plus, he has a great physique…”
“Alright, let’s go with him.”
I quickly made up my mind and quickened my pace forward.
It seemed that if I walked just a little slower, the evening breeze would blow away the moisture from the corners of my eyes.
Youngest was quite reliable this time. The guy he introduced was indeed nice—tall, fair-skinned, with clear eyes and an adorable smile that revealed cute little canine teeth. He was a sunny and cheerful little puppy. Completely different from Gu Ming, who resembled a wild Tibetan Mastiff.
But for some reason, I just couldn't muster any interest.
"Sister, what do you want to drink?"
In the beverage shop, Shen Haoyu opened his phone to the ordering page and enthusiastically offered to buy me a drink. Unable to refuse his kindness, I leaned over to take a look.
The shop door was pushed open, and Gu Ming and his group walked in.
"Hey! Isn't that someone? Already onto the next one so quickly?"
"Looks like a well-behaved soft girl; the seamless transition is impressive."
"Tsk tsk, brother Ming, you're not doing so well..."
"Get lost!"
Gu Ming shouted angrily, and everyone else immediately fell silent. I also lost my mood and let Shen Haoyu order whatever he wanted for me. I thought to myself that I hadn't checked the almanac before going out today; my luck was really bad.
Gu Ming and his group sat down at a nearby table. I couldn't tell if it was just my imagination, but I felt a chilling gaze on my back.
Before long, Shen Haoyu came over with the drinks.
"Sister, try this new drink."
He smiled as he handed it over, and just as I was about to take it...
"She has a weak stomach; she can't drink anything cold."
A voice devoid of emotion suddenly interrupted.
Shen Haoyu paused for a moment.
I casually took it and said, "It's fine, I'll just have something warm later."
"She doesn't like mangoes either."
Gu Ming said softly, his narrow black eyes carrying a hint of provocation.
Shen Haoyu felt a bit awkward.
"I'm sorry, I'll help you get a different drink."
"No need."
I stopped his hand without even glancing at Gu Ming.
I smiled sweetly at him, "People's tastes can change. What they liked before might not be what they like now. I want to try this one."
Gu Ming's pupils suddenly turned cold, and his expression darkened.
He picked up his drink and took a big gulp, as if he was quite angry.
I ignored him and leisurely sipped my own drink.
Just one sip, and it was really cold.
My weak stomach might not be able to handle it.
The warm-hearted little puppy kept an eye on me.
Worried, he suggested, "How about switching to a cup without ice? Otherwise, you might feel uncomfortable swimming later."
"...Are you guys going swimming?"
Before I could respond, an uncontrolled roar sounded from beside us.
Gu Ming glared at me, his eyes filled with shock, anger, embarrassment, and confusion.
There was even a hint of grievance.
I found it hard to understand.
But I remembered not long ago when I wanted him to teach me how to swim; he saw right through me and was delighted.
"Do you want to learn how to swim? Are you hoping to touch my abs?"
"Your little brain is quite clever."
"Stop thinking about it; let's talk after you pass level six."
Shen Haoyu also noticed the undercurrents in the situation.
Smiling, he asked me, "Sister, do you want to change places?"
"Sure, I'll go to the bathroom first."
When I came out of the bathroom, everything suddenly blurred before my eyes. Before I could see anything clearly, I was pulled into a corner with great force.
The scent of fresh grass enveloped me tightly.
Gu Ming trapped me between the wall and himself.
His solid chest rose and fell sharply, and his voice squeezed out through clenched teeth with anger.
"How long have you known him? And you're already going swimming together?..."
"Is it just his looks that attract you? Is that all you're interested in?"
I felt humiliated and my face turned red. I lifted my foot to kick him.
But his long leg firmly restrained me.
"Yes, I have such low tastes, so I'm not worthy of you, Gu Daxiaoca."
"But what does that have to do with you? We’ve already broken up; what right do you have to control me? Scumbag!"
I trembled with anger, my voice quivering.
Tears shamefully spilled from my eyes.
Gu Ming was taken aback and awkwardly let go of me.
He wanted to reach out to wipe my tears but hesitated.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it like that..."
I kicked him hard and turned to run away.
I hadn't planned on going swimming at all.
This was originally a date for Youngest and her boyfriend; she insisted on dragging us along, claiming it would help us develop our feelings.
Earlier, because Gu Ming was present, I didn't refuse.
Now I could only brace myself for the appointment.
When I wrapped myself in a towel and came out, I saw Shen Haoyu's muscular upper body.
Hmm, not bad.
But inside, I felt no waves of emotion.
I couldn't help but let out a sigh of relief, confirming to myself that I really wasn't a promiscuous woman. But the next moment, sadness washed over me. Could it be that I only had feelings for Gu Ming? Would I no longer be able to look at anyone else?
I felt overwhelmed and irritated, ultimately finding an excuse to flee in a panic. Back in my dorm, I tried to read, but the words danced on the page. I wanted to sleep, yet my mind was wide awake. I could only wander aimlessly outside, circling around again and again.
It wasn't until late at night that I returned, utterly exhausted. However, I was stopped downstairs by Gu Ming's roommate.
"Brother Ming is drunk; he won't leave the bar and keeps calling your name."
"He even got into a fight, and the other party wants to call the police. Please go check on him?"
"I've never seen him this upset; we really can't bring that stubborn fool back..."
A surge of anger ignited within me. That bastard! Clearly, he was both scummy and unfaithful, yet here he was pretending to be so sentimental. I wanted to see what kind of act he was putting on. Fueled by rage, I stormed into the bar.
As soon as I entered the private room, I saw beer bottles scattered all over the table. Gu Ming's eyes were glazed over with drunkenness; his usually neat collar was half-open as he leaned back against the black sofa. With a cigarette dangling from his lips and a mischievous smile playing at the corners of his eyes, he said, "Back from swimming? Are those abs nice to touch?"
Well, at least he could still recognize me.
"Yeah, they are nice to touch."
I stepped forward, about to ask him what kind of madness he was in and if we could go home now. But suddenly, his eyes turned red as he rolled over and pinned me down on the sofa. His hot hand grasped mine and shoved it inside his shirt.
"That kind of White Cut Chicken, can it compare to me?"
"Don't look for someone else, don't break up, okay?"
"I can't stand it... A shell is just a shell. As long as you come back, whatever you want to do, I will agree."
He held my hand, the real touch sending shivers through me.
In a moment of daze, he began to unbutton his shirt again.
"If only a shell can keep you, then take it."
"But if you get it, you must cherish it; otherwise, I won't let you go."
The dark waves in his eyes surged one after another, almost drowning me.
I had never seen this side of Gu Ming, desperately struggling against him.
He pressed a deep kiss on my neck, stubbornly holding my hand without letting go.
"You're really being too much, saying I have no feelings for you?"
"Do you know how hard I've been holding back?"
"You think you're the only one who wants..."
His voice and breath turned into a cage trapping me.
I couldn't break free and cried out in frustration.
Gu Ming suddenly froze, finally regaining some clarity.
He sat up in annoyance, resting the back of his hand on his eyes.
After a while, his hoarse voice broke the silence.
"...I'm sorry for scaring you."
"Let's just go back first," I replied with a trembling voice.
Once we returned to the dormitory, I started to shut myself off, not even daring to answer calls.
I was afraid of getting confused again if I did.
I still hadn't figured out how to face Gu Ming.
But one thing was certain.
I can't keep holding him back, the little puppy brother.
So, I went to find Shen Haoyu and told him clearly that we weren't suitable for each other. He seemed regretful and said we could be friends. I thought feelings were really strange. If I broke up with Gu Ming, we definitely couldn't be friends. Why was I thinking about him again? Why did he treat me that way that day? Should I go find him and ask for clarity?
As I was lost in these chaotic thoughts, I suddenly heard a familiar voice.
"Did you hear that? She said it's over."
I turned towards the sound and saw Gu Ming standing by the roadside, blocking a refined and handsome boy, protecting his white moonlight behind him. The boy pleaded pitifully while the girl clutched Gu Ming's arm tightly.
"Are you annoying? Stop pestering me, okay?"
"See? This is my new boyfriend. I only truly love him."
It felt like a thunderclap, shaking me to my core. It was as if I sensed something. Gu Ming suddenly looked up and met my pale gaze. I forced a smile, wishing I could slap myself. Xia Xiaoxing, you're just a clown.
I turned to escape, but after taking just two steps, hurried footsteps sounded behind me. Then came the girl's exclamation: "Ah Ming, aren't you going to care about me?"
"If I do, I'll have no wife left."
Gu Ming quickly caught up with me and grabbed my wrist tightly. He explained urgently, "Xingxing, she's my sister."
"Ha, Shen Haoyu also calls me sister."
I completely didn't believe his nonsense and crazily shook off his hand.
Gu Ming was afraid of hurting me and reluctantly let go.
He emphasized again urgently, "She really is my sister."
I said nothing and turned to leave.
Gu Ming panicked, turned around, dragged the girl over, and pushed her in front of me.
He coldly said, "You explain yourself."
The girl smirked mischievously.
"What is there to explain, my dear brother?"
"If you don't want all your ex-boyfriends to come looking for you, then speak properly."
Gu Ming threatened coldly.
The girl rolled her eyes in response.
"I thought you were something special; you can't even handle one girlfriend and need me to step in."
Turning back, she put on a bright smile and elegantly extended her hand towards me.
"Hello, I'm Qian Yaoyao, this brat's sister, the kind with different fathers."
I was shocked, my mouth half-open as if it could fit an egg.
Qian Yaoyao understood the look in my eyes.
"He takes his mother's surname."
"Sister-in-law, I've actually heard about you for a long time. You attended Golden Sunshine Kindergarten when you were little, and your nickname was Little Star, right?"
"You can leave now."
Before she could finish speaking, Gu Ming impatiently urged her away.
As Qian Yaoyao was being pushed away, she turned back and shouted at me.
"Sister-in-law, be a bit more understanding."
"My silly brother may seem wild, but he's actually quite rigid, mainly influenced by his mother."
"But he's definitely a good catch—handsome and deep-hearted; it's not a loss to get involved..."
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